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October 2018

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All right. Too many questions about my life have been answered way too quickly. And I learned a bunch about my parents that I’m not too excited to find out. Like how fucked up my grandparents and my dad is. And because they were so fucked up, my mom basically walked out on them when I was about 6 months old.
What made her come back? Love. You know how a mammal automatically loves Her offspring? Well, apparently my mum learned firsthand about that. Actually, she tried before 6 months, but my dad, being the bastard hi is basically refused until she begged.

Because of all this stress, my mom also got addicted to Tylenol. She was up to popping 5 pills at once, when her doctor said that in order to keep herself from committing suicide, she’d have to get another kid. So, my sister’s actually just there to keep my mom from jumping off NY’s tallest building.

Also, when she got off the pills, she got hooked on caffeine. She needed something to keep her mind of my dad.

Anyway, I guess this is where my questions on my not being able to stand my dad, and my fascination with getting high and addictions get answered. I mean, of my two parents, I guess I prefer my mom more. Way more. I’ll go as far as to say that when we’re not fighting, I’ll forget that I’m mad at her for something.

Oh well. Gotta go take the cold medicine. I defiantly know that’s something I’m not getting hooked on. It hurts like hell when swallowed.

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